the thing about **** is that **** is actually a crazy person, medicated to regulate ****’s biorhythms and attention span. sometimes the fact that our personalities so closely resemble each other in critical ways makes me self-conscious and crazy-feeling by proxy. two weeks ago ****’s diagnosis formally changed from depression to manic depression, explaining the stay-up-all-night impetus and bizarroworld mood swings. i’ve never met someone so capricious but in that way we are just the same. i change my mind without the drop of the hat even taking place and usually don’t bother making excuses. just because i want to.

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