seafoam green
24 Jun 2004bite-size portions of a thousand conversations are overheard every day in the admissions office. people come and go (talking of michelangelo) with Things on Their Minds . . . if there weren’t already an arm-length list of reasons why this job has unconditional appeal, its people-watching quality is stunning.
the construction workers have serious discussions of last night’s bar fights, their children’s exploits, and the steel conduit they’re now installing in middle college. the wires they feed through the conduit are of a color unusual to electrical work, best described in crayola fashion by “seafoam green.” the standard-issue one-off patriotism of red, white and black is nowhere to be seen.
at eight o’clock atomic time, a shift occurs in the tone of the workmen’s idle talk. the f-word disappears from john’s recollection of a brawl with his brother and he asks maria about her children. he already knows more backstory about maria’s life than the counselors upstairs have ever cared to learn. her children are her grandchildren, informally given to her by her drug-addict daughter. there are five of these children and they malfunction in ways previously unseen by the naked middle-class eye. earlier in the week maria locked her daughter and her daughter’s possessions out of maria’s house. when she told this story, her eyes glistened in a heartbreaking, effortless way that an amateur actor could only envy.
maria is four feet and ten inches tall. i want to pick her up and carry her home with me. one of my greatest fears is that i may someday lose my blinding awe at the nature of people and their worlds, that i may lose compassion. i can’t let this happen.
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